svētdiena, 2012. gada 21. oktobris

the sky outside isn't pretty as it was yesterday.

I don't really want the autumn to become cold, I really liked the weather like it was yesterday in Latvia but at the same time I want the spring to come faster. I am missing the long days with the strong sun and the lovely nights with the pale moon.

I apologize for not keeping my word. Y'know, in the previous post I promised that I will post daily. Well, that is my goal but that doesn't mean that I will do it. 

High school is difficult. Any mortal can agree with me on that. School is one of the reasons why am I on such random hiatus here and there.

Also one of the reasons why am I procrastinating on writing here is the battle with myself. Luckily it's gone, but still some bits and pieces are not leaving me alone.

One of the big things that keeps me on my pace of identity is the little things that I cherish and hobbies. tumblr doesn't count. beacause we are on this note, self promotion : mypathofadreamer.tumblr.com . ironicaly enough you can see me reblogging stuff there.
Since the school started I haven't touched my guitar. Well, I have, but I haven't played it. at all.I haven't played the drums (well, I have no drum kit so I guess this doesn't count).

the only things that keep me in balance in my creative world is doodling in lessons, singing in the choire and going outside, recording the things that are on my mind.

but that doesn't cut it.
You see, I am in the mathematic's class in my school so clearly I can say that lately I've been using my left side of the brain. That's very good because for the past few years mostly I've been using my right side of the brain. But at the same time it's bad because I feel out of balance and I need to find something that will help me be in peace as soon as possible.

But that's ok, I'm on my way
'Cause the passion's burning
In the day

And I will find 
What I was searching all along.

I should become a musician.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YuSg4mts9E

somewhat irrelevant. 
this week was eventful. morally i officialy feel like a 10th grader.

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