trešdiena, 2013. gada 5. jūnijs
what is this ?
in the middle of the damn land, lived an expressive dragon with not original name - Draco. she was always happy, with a clear vision and a goal. some were amazed by self-confidence, the funniest thing was she just didn't pay attention to these kinds of things. all she needed was her family, friends, nature, sounds/music, life and clear goals.
she also sometimes strived for battles, that's why she was called the wandering huntress. known around the land because of her addiction to adventures and adrenaline, she quickly gained fame.
some even admired her simplicity.
even though she was a strong beast, she was also hurt by the strongest weakness she owned - affection. it was the only thing that would strengthen her, at the same time weaken the living burning spirit out of her.
every time she tried to touch the mysterious flame called affection, she burnt herself with wounds that took a really long time to heal.
she swore to herself not to be attracted to anyone. none living creature.
and she sat in her wooden castlemountain and sang. the castlemountain was located next to the fearsome sea. no one dared to step into this landscape. no-one.
the melody was heard by a knight. a knight that adored the sky.
he wandered through the pine forest and traveled to the sea. he was amazed by the beauty of the sea, sun and the forest mixing together. without hesitiation , he soon turned into a phoenix and soared through the sky.
Draco loved the sky, she really did. and she saw the beast that was disturbing her wanderlust. she was annoyed, yet at the same time very curious. she had never seen such a graceful, fast and fearsome beast creating such magnificent winds.
and she did something she would never think she would ever do - she turned herself into a dragon and bolted into the sky because of her curiosity. though curious, she didn't like him in her land, he was a bad sign. and she wasn't giving up to lose a fight in order to get rid of him.
but that was not it, oh no. then happened something she didn't counter.
the knight and the huntress looked at each other and saw through each other's beast covered skin. at in that moment, the time stopped. this was the start of their soul creation of their eternal chain.
at that moment, infinity bursted through and merged them together for a moment.
suddenly, they started to dance. Draco was fighting herself. she didn't want to give in into this lustful passionate ritual that they both were performing.
her soul and mind fought a battle that couldn't leave her alone.
meanwhile her struggle, the passion and tension grew in the dance and she felt that she wasn't the only one fighting herself.
but somehow it didn't matter. the thing that mattered was the dynamic bursting between them.
the dance was sychrone and opposite. though they met for the first time, it felt like they knew each other for a longer time than that.
as the dance ended, the chaos started to clear up.
the knight flew up high in the sky in front of the sky facing a huntress and giving her an angelic smile.
but what did the huntress do?
haha, well,
the huntress was defeated inside by the heart and she fell into the sea, where she once gave into the curiosity of the addictive attraction.
she also sometimes strived for battles, that's why she was called the wandering huntress. known around the land because of her addiction to adventures and adrenaline, she quickly gained fame.
some even admired her simplicity.
even though she was a strong beast, she was also hurt by the strongest weakness she owned - affection. it was the only thing that would strengthen her, at the same time weaken the living burning spirit out of her.
every time she tried to touch the mysterious flame called affection, she burnt herself with wounds that took a really long time to heal.
she swore to herself not to be attracted to anyone. none living creature.
and she sat in her wooden castlemountain and sang. the castlemountain was located next to the fearsome sea. no one dared to step into this landscape. no-one.
the melody was heard by a knight. a knight that adored the sky.
he wandered through the pine forest and traveled to the sea. he was amazed by the beauty of the sea, sun and the forest mixing together. without hesitiation , he soon turned into a phoenix and soared through the sky.
Draco loved the sky, she really did. and she saw the beast that was disturbing her wanderlust. she was annoyed, yet at the same time very curious. she had never seen such a graceful, fast and fearsome beast creating such magnificent winds.
and she did something she would never think she would ever do - she turned herself into a dragon and bolted into the sky because of her curiosity. though curious, she didn't like him in her land, he was a bad sign. and she wasn't giving up to lose a fight in order to get rid of him.
but that was not it, oh no. then happened something she didn't counter.
the knight and the huntress looked at each other and saw through each other's beast covered skin. at in that moment, the time stopped. this was the start of their soul creation of their eternal chain.
at that moment, infinity bursted through and merged them together for a moment.
suddenly, they started to dance. Draco was fighting herself. she didn't want to give in into this lustful passionate ritual that they both were performing.
her soul and mind fought a battle that couldn't leave her alone.
meanwhile her struggle, the passion and tension grew in the dance and she felt that she wasn't the only one fighting herself.
but somehow it didn't matter. the thing that mattered was the dynamic bursting between them.
the dance was sychrone and opposite. though they met for the first time, it felt like they knew each other for a longer time than that.
as the dance ended, the chaos started to clear up.
the knight flew up high in the sky in front of the sky facing a huntress and giving her an angelic smile.
but what did the huntress do?
haha, well,
the huntress was defeated inside by the heart and she fell into the sea, where she once gave into the curiosity of the addictive attraction.
ceturtdiena, 2013. gada 16. maijs
I hate the feeling of confusion between my 'feelings'.
when I think I agree with them, something goes wrong, something has been said that creates a turmoil in my brain.
when I think I don't - I feel bad because somehow I imagine that the other side feels the same way.
No win - win situation in this.
Either way a turmoil in my brain case.
qawfhqasifqwafwegwrhretjhytkjyuluo
when I think I agree with them, something goes wrong, something has been said that creates a turmoil in my brain.
when I think I don't - I feel bad because somehow I imagine that the other side feels the same way.
No win - win situation in this.
Either way a turmoil in my brain case.
qawfhqasifqwafwegwrhretjhytkjyuluo
otrdiena, 2013. gada 23. aprīlis
queen of lux
I haven't mentioned yet but one of my favorite bands of all time is Led Zeppelin for multiple reasons but that is a story for another day.
Today specifically I wanted to write about the Battle of Evermore.
Battle of Evermore is one of my favorite Led Zep songs.
First time I heard Evermore was when I first watched It Might Get Loud and there was this scene where ZoSo played the mandolin next to his house. He played it for approximately 45 seconds that didn't seem like 45 second at all; it felt like as I dug down deeper into the songs concience, the time stopped. I felt like I wanted to play this song in my head for eternity.
As a 'narrow-minded teenager' I was amazed that a rocker, a legend so passionately and willingly played such a simple folk song. But wasn't that simple. It had something that other (folk) songs didn't have. It made me have the feel of never-ending addiction.
The lyrics, majestical and with a story, with a DEEP story combined with interesting combination of simple chords Am, G, C, G7, D etc. And the magic of the song - undescribable. I fell in love with it the first time I heard it. It's addictive.
The reason that I am writing about this song is because at the moment I'm in a state of confusion that actually made my passion to play the guitar dissapear. I was very scared because I love playing the guitar and I love singing because it's not only my hobby, it's my healing strength, my muse, my euphoria. And without that passion, I felt emptiness.
After a tireful Tuesday I returned home from school and took my guitar. Somehow, I remembered about this song (which I hadn't listened to for a very, very long time, I believe in summer/autumn of 2012? that's a lot for a song that you adore, rather crave) and decided to play it. Googled the lyrics, the chords and started to play and sing it.
and then that miraculous moment happened - the passion, joy for music returned. I finally continued to playfully experiment and feel the music that I was playing. The power has returned because of this song.
And I think it's amazing how such a minimalistic, simple song can affect a person in so many ways, even unlocking the chambers of his/her passion that has been locked for a while now.
That moment as well I realized that I wanted to create such music. The music that inspires people, makes them addicted to it. Makes them happy, passionated, and ready to go. I want to be the Shaman of Music, of Energy, of Passion.
Today specifically I wanted to write about the Battle of Evermore.
Battle of Evermore is one of my favorite Led Zep songs.
First time I heard Evermore was when I first watched It Might Get Loud and there was this scene where ZoSo played the mandolin next to his house. He played it for approximately 45 seconds that didn't seem like 45 second at all; it felt like as I dug down deeper into the songs concience, the time stopped. I felt like I wanted to play this song in my head for eternity.
As a 'narrow-minded teenager' I was amazed that a rocker, a legend so passionately and willingly played such a simple folk song. But wasn't that simple. It had something that other (folk) songs didn't have. It made me have the feel of never-ending addiction.
The lyrics, majestical and with a story, with a DEEP story combined with interesting combination of simple chords Am, G, C, G7, D etc. And the magic of the song - undescribable. I fell in love with it the first time I heard it. It's addictive.
The reason that I am writing about this song is because at the moment I'm in a state of confusion that actually made my passion to play the guitar dissapear. I was very scared because I love playing the guitar and I love singing because it's not only my hobby, it's my healing strength, my muse, my euphoria. And without that passion, I felt emptiness.
After a tireful Tuesday I returned home from school and took my guitar. Somehow, I remembered about this song (which I hadn't listened to for a very, very long time, I believe in summer/autumn of 2012? that's a lot for a song that you adore, rather crave) and decided to play it. Googled the lyrics, the chords and started to play and sing it.
and then that miraculous moment happened - the passion, joy for music returned. I finally continued to playfully experiment and feel the music that I was playing. The power has returned because of this song.
And I think it's amazing how such a minimalistic, simple song can affect a person in so many ways, even unlocking the chambers of his/her passion that has been locked for a while now.
That moment as well I realized that I wanted to create such music. The music that inspires people, makes them addicted to it. Makes them happy, passionated, and ready to go. I want to be the Shaman of Music, of Energy, of Passion.
trešdiena, 2013. gada 13. februāris
going through never-ending struggles and battles really tests how prepared are you for this weird and mysterious life, how humble you are for being alive, enjoying little things and so on.
and after this complicated period of growing stronger as a character, you have this period of ease (e.g., it's spring, you're sitting outside on a porch drinking beer and playing the guitar while looking at the stars) when you overthink the stuff that has happened, you think through the struggle period you have gone through.
and sometimes the weirdest thing occurs - you sit there, overthink it through, let your mind flow through that thought and then you feel like you haven't accomplished anything big, really or anything at all.
yet at the same time you know that it was a big deal and you've accomplished something very important.
can't wait to be in the period at ease though. can't wait for the spring and I kind of want some beer as well
and after this complicated period of growing stronger as a character, you have this period of ease (e.g., it's spring, you're sitting outside on a porch drinking beer and playing the guitar while looking at the stars) when you overthink the stuff that has happened, you think through the struggle period you have gone through.
and sometimes the weirdest thing occurs - you sit there, overthink it through, let your mind flow through that thought and then you feel like you haven't accomplished anything big, really or anything at all.
yet at the same time you know that it was a big deal and you've accomplished something very important.
can't wait to be in the period at ease though. can't wait for the spring and I kind of want some beer as well
svētdiena, 2013. gada 13. janvāris
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