I haven't been active because I don't know what should I express here. funny, I have an authors block on a blog that is more or less relevant about my life. I'd call it a diary if yeah.
It is 3 pm at the moment and I feel sleepy but in my head I have a never ending insomnia that is alive and squishes the youth that's in my brain. my fingers move as my brain's impulses command them; like tiny rats or pigeons feeling superstitious about the fact that if they would do it, they would be set free.
maybe, someday, probably never because my memory is beautiful I will tell you about the happenings in my life. they are not many, really but they are so influental that they haunt me every second that I live; every damn second that I inhale and exhale oxygen to survive. well.
but this isn't the reason I return after my block here, in this website.
I just watched Fight Club.
Now, a fun fact - I have a tendency to watch movies in the middle of the night and that is excatly when my inner alter ego aka hardcore film specialist/critique awakens and does her job.
Either way, I just finished watching and I have to say - it was absolutely amazing. Honestly, at first before I hadn't watched the film I heard many people going 'that is an amazing film, so astounding' or 'that is a movie that changes your life'. I thought they were just overexagerating and being ridiculous but I take my thoughts back now.
Now you see, this is one of the rare films that hasn't made me go 'Ugh, when will it finish?' because I'm not a person who would just turn it off if it's crappy, I actually sit and endure the meaningless point of it.
And this I watched with ridiculous overexagerated curiousity.
You can't predict how it will end. Well, you can but you don't really think it through (y'know, analyze the movie because you are so concentrated on the movie and the details that you don't wanna miss anything).
It is in a way shizophrenic but that is what makes it so damn attractive.
I like the plot, the characters and their back story (+/-) , quotes, action, music ... everything.
When I finished watching it, I sat there for 2 minutes and thought : 'yes, now this is what I'm going to write in my blog'.
I give it the legendary score 10/10. It was absolutely astounding and worth 2 hours and 19 minutes of watching. I recomend it to anyone who hasn't watched it and is thinking of doing it or just thinking of watching a great film.
David Fincher is an inspiring director, he is a mastermind. After this film I was astouned by his infinite perspective for his movies, each and every detail - so delicate, yet fierce and respectful.
Where is his mind?
